Monday, December 30, 2013

Evacuate Soul

Sally likes to run relapse around the track at the gym
There’s a shocking amount of comfort in going in circles
In moving constantly and getting nowhere at all

Sally is shirking at solid foods and solid convictions, and gags at either one
Sally sells herself down by the seashore in her daydreams
But in reality she is half-asleep on the bathroom floor trying to [not] make herself sick

Sally swallows electrolytes and lies just to make it through the day and stands
On stilettos and pedestals that the villagers build for her, she is tired of people
Worshipping her body, of sinking their teeth into her like some hard hollow chocolate bunny

Sally is in trouble and incoherent and is trying to practice self-love with her eyes
Closed and her hand between her legs but can only think of how dirty
His fingernails were and Sally watches sad movies because she has taught herself not to cry otherwise

Sally is as white as a polar bear and twice as aggressive
The color has gone out of her face and into her fucking language
It takes a lot for Sally to make puns or to make love now, and that’s probably for the best

1 comment:

  1. This piece hit me hard.

    I just had happened to be listening to "Blue Clouds" By Modeselektor at the same time i had been reading this.
    The emotions that felt were devastating. Loved it!

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